HONEYSTAR LOVE

Hey ho! A few more chapters and Im done. I need to study again.

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Ni hari, another not really happy day. I went out with my family. & mummy ajak wrong timing. She ajak when I studying. Thankyou, it takes me ages to get myself start studying. Nadiah, aku pikir aku pun kena buat cumne kau buat. Aku nk tidur, smack myself. Aku tk nk belajar, ill sepit my eyes and read(This one i make) Me and my sister were having fun taking pictures. Wait, Only my pictures and her hand one big extra! Prate ice cream scuks, Oreo iceblend rock lah seh!

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I feel so crap ni hari. My head pening fine thankyou

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Lets brainwash myself with negative thoughts again.
Oh why not?

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Im having one big headache ni hari. Mcm fcuk! I went to the library but in the end I study for one god damn hour! So tk puas hati gitu. But nvm, I bought new pens and a new book to indulge with.

The examinatons just now was fine. Not too hard, not too simple. I did get to answer all those questions. Learning the sec 3s to 4s peribahasa did paid off! Yeah, and qeena is so happy you know. I did my best for English Composition. My first time experience doing my paper at the Hall. Woah! Butterflies in my tummy.

Any hoots, I met Zareeza just now near East view. Terlepas bus stop gitu kan? I had to walk in the rain with my head spinning so sakit. Home and I really to study again. Sigh!

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"I need a miracle"

Every girl wants her shopping spree and that includes me. A month to my June holidays means four months closer to major exams. How about that hur? I have a tight schedule which I did just now in school. Okay tell me how to entertain my BF and study at the same time? I don't think I can. Cos Ill never concentrate. I'm not free till 2300. Tu-what! 10 minutes more and I need to offline, bathe and study. Gagaga!!!

Shopping was on last Saturday and that was when my feet starts to hurt. Qeena wore high heels when she did shopping. Stupid right? I know(Smiles) Me and BF searched for the stuffs to buy. Bf's stuff is a white bag, mine is a new black pants. We headed to Bugis first and had our lunch there. We then headed to town. I bought my new pants at last. Woah! Mcm happy gitu kan?

We both went to city hall. Met his younger brother and friends there. We headed to Suntec City and damn only god knows how my leg feels. We went around the mall aimlessly. Ninanenina lah! Hahaha. We had dinner at Cavana. I drank my milo so sedap. After which, we headed home. I had to drop off at Simei cos I need a taxi trip back to home sweet home. At that time, I felt that Tampines Interchange to my home was like stepping on fire.

Sunday was nothing special. Stayed at home and ate maccaroni.

School was as usual on monday. I headed to Bf's crib after school and went back home at eleven. Study and slept. Today was normal too but I tend to fall asleep vey easily. Dream dream dreaming of you. Accompanied Nadiah to Popular Bookstore then to LJS to et our lunch. Heh! Qeena gemok, do you believe me?

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Hey, what's the big idea?

Yo Mika.

I said,
sucking too hard on your lollipop,
or love's gonna get you down,
I said,
sucking too hard on your lollipop,
or love's gonna get you down.

Sucking too hard on your lollipop,
or love's gonna get you down,
sucking too hard on your lollipop,
or love's gonna get you down.
Say love, say love,
or love's gonna get you down.
say love, say love,
or love's gonna get you down.

I went walking in with my mama one day,
when she warn me what people say,
live your life until love is found,
'cause love's gonna get you down.
Take a look at the girl next door,
she's a player and a down right whore,
Jesus slows up, she wants more,
oh bad girls get you down.

Singing,
Sucking too hard on your lollipop,
or love's gonna get you down,
sucking too hard on your lollipop,
or love's gonna get you down.
Say love, say love,
or love's gonna get you down.
say love, say love,
or love's gonna get you down.

Mama told me what I should know,
too much candy gonna ride your soul,
if she loves you, let her go,
'cause love only gets you down.

Take a look at the boy like me,
never stood on my own two feet,
now I'm blue, as I can be,
oh love couldn't get me down.

Singing,
sucking too hard on your lollipop,
or love's gonna get you down,
sucking too hard on your lollipop,
or love's gonna get you down.
Say love, say love,
or love's gonna get you down.
say love, say love,
or love's gonna get you down.

I went walking with my mama one day,
when she warn me what people say,
live your life until love is found,
or love's gonna get you down.

Singing,
sucking too hard on your lollipop,
or love's gonna get you down,
sucking too hard on your lollipop,
or love's gonna get you down.
Say love (say love), say love (say love),
or love's gonna get you down.
say love (say love), say love (say love),
or love's gonna get you down.

Mama told me what I should know,
too much candy gonna ride your soul,
if she loves you, let her go,
'cause love only gets you down.

Whoa-oh, whoa-oh, whoa-oh, lollipop.
Whoa-oh, whoa-oh, whoa-oh, lollipop.

Sucking too hard on your lollipop,
or love's gonna get you down,
say,
sucking too hard on your lollipop,
or love's gonna get you down

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Nadiah & A'kim aja

Someone said I need to start writing my diary everyday and I mean in a book and not in blogspot. So I am gg to the Popular bookstore later then to BF's house. I find my hair merepek, who agree? I need another haircut please times 9658933567!

Examinations are around the corner and I need to study you know? Omg, I myself and You know that I've been repeating that over and over again. "I want to study" Guess, I am starting to revise from today onwards. Maths, I want to get A2 at least & that is my only hope.

Oh, life is better in many ways, I think. No reasons for me to do suicide. No betrayal, I think. But I know, I may have one in the future & I know why. (*it gives me the creeps, okay?)

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Nadiah and Hakim, Aku nnt edit gambar krg okay?
Abeh nnt aku post! Puas hati?

Just now, I went to BF's crib and met Kid, his brother's GF at his home. As soon as I reached, BF called me in the blue moon. He isn't supposed to actually contact me but he did. Like aww so sweet and right timing gitu kan? Oh well, when I was at his crib, it was like a trip back to memory lane. Somehow, it makes me miss him more.

As soon as his family reached home, I accompanied his mum to unpack her bag for awhile and she gave me a packed of keropok ikan for my mum. His mum is so sweet, awww.

I can't wait to shop with him. Some money are put aside for it. I want a camera and a mp3. New tops, new bottoms. New jewelleries. Im such a shopaholic gitu kan?

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Hello and Im feeling great. I am gg to meet Zareeza tomorrow and damn, I am getting a new gorgeous haircut. I hope, I hope it is a good hair cut eh? Not like last time. People can say my hair now looks like a bush tree. So messy outside, makes me so irritating in the inside.

Four more days, Bf is going back to Singapore but he will be returning home next Saturday. Sad eh? Whatever it is I can overcome any situations cos maybe he will be in Singapore only once in three months if he is gg to Australia and buy me something good?

These few days, I've been doing alot of test. Science test, Maths test, English test, Social Studies test. I did badly this time and I know that. So there is no possibility that Ill pass all my subjects again. Bad eh? Oh kay, maybe or must be I should actually study study study. I've been repeating that myself 954678219475 times! What to say? My mind always get so distracted. I should be like Bf who concentrates when he study unlike me. I dream when I study. The paper can get so blank that it can make me sleep. Yaw!

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Fifty more days to my malay o level and Im lack of encouragement. I think I need to indulge myself with a can of red bull or a cup of caffeine to make me start reading rather than playing the computer or day-dreaming. Further the more, Im weak in my malay subject. You don't need to say "Qeena is a malay, but how can she still be weak in it" I know it is pathetic, and repeating it like how many times the sun rise and set. I don't really practise my malay at home, Im more to the english speaking kind of person. So ah lian!

Four more days to me&bf one month anniversary. On that day, I will be in my room shaking legs, studying while bf is lost in the jungle. I don't know why I've chosen a guy undergoing his national service as a boyfriend. I haven't regret my life to accept him.

Im supposed to go to the salon and have a beautiful hair wash, dry and cut there. But due to bf is going to the hospital to do check up and his cramps all over his body, I have to postponed it on the 21st. At least, Ill be 4x15 + 58 dollars richer. Shopping is now playing in my mind. I want to shop all the stuffs that I want. An mp4 for a birthday gift and a new digital camera for my family's need. Shopping makes me high like as if I have taken ecstacy three times. How high is that?

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Let the pictures talk;

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